Missing you as much as ever, it never changes but life goes on still, with this huge void inside of us, this life we should be sharing with
and all your milestones we never or will get to share with you, ten years is a long time and yet this grief is still raw and never changed, except I’ve learned it is a part of how I live now, love mum xxx
Mum
8th February 2025
So today I thought I’d be ‘ok’ and see it as just another day that I live without you, but for some reason, I was so emotional, consumed by my loss of you, my eyes welling up at any moment, this is so hard, but still, I stand strong for you, always you are a part of my life in my heart, I so hope the afterlife is real, mum xxx
Helen
8th February 2022
I haven’t been here for a while, as it’s too painful, today is Christmas Eve 2019, I’m about to leave you in the last decade, although time is irrelevant, right now, I’m sat alone but with the dogs and Lola, watching ‘A Christmas Carol’ , like we always did.
How I miss you, in fact, more as time goes on, I’ll be back tomorrow to light a candle for you, love forever, mama x
Helen
24th December 2019